Hello (:
So today was a good day.I went to my boyfriends moms surgery.. & I'm glad to say they were no complications.. and everything went well.
My boyfriend & I bonded like never before.. It was amazing :D .. I felt really special with him as always. (: <333 I used to be scared to look into his eyes.. but when I do it now it's wonderfull!!!
I Love You <333
Friday, June 25, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
My Best Friend :D
Hellooo (:
So I have this awesome best friend her name's Sabra. But I call her Honey Babe (: ..
She's very very beautiful.. If I was les I'd be with her xp She helps me with all of my problems. It's kinda scary that we have so much in common.But it's awesome at the same time cuz I finally found someone , I can relate to in almost everything in life.I meet her at school by a friend of mine. We just clicked right away. We started talking about everything.. She slept over at my house within like a month that we knew each other. She's just full of awesomeness. & I also love it that she's like always like hey man,hey love,hey babycakes,hey cupcake! As you can tell by now she has like three nicknames for me ..Makes me feel special. She's honestly my first actual friend that isn't fake at all. She makes me have this warm tingly feeling inside when I'm with her.. She's one of the very few special people in my life. I love you honey babe. You mean so much to me.I hope we can be friends for a very long time (: <33
I love you honeey !
So I have this awesome best friend her name's Sabra. But I call her Honey Babe (: ..
She's very very beautiful.. If I was les I'd be with her xp She helps me with all of my problems. It's kinda scary that we have so much in common.But it's awesome at the same time cuz I finally found someone , I can relate to in almost everything in life.I meet her at school by a friend of mine. We just clicked right away. We started talking about everything.. She slept over at my house within like a month that we knew each other. She's just full of awesomeness. & I also love it that she's like always like hey man,hey love,hey babycakes,hey cupcake! As you can tell by now she has like three nicknames for me ..Makes me feel special. She's honestly my first actual friend that isn't fake at all. She makes me have this warm tingly feeling inside when I'm with her.. She's one of the very few special people in my life. I love you honey babe. You mean so much to me.I hope we can be friends for a very long time (: <33
I love you honeey !
My Stupid Family . =/
My dad.
Yesterday sucked total ass .. Well last night did not the day.
My dad was super angry at like everything in life. He's been like that lately.So last night he got in my face and I just exploded and pushed him.. He was soo mad.. But honestly I didn't care I was defending myself.It's like when someone gets in my face this thing triggers in my head that imma get hurt so I naturally react.I'm sorry daddy .. Hope your okay. .
He's been like this because he might have Cancer.. & he's going thru a lot of medical issues.Hopefully he'll be ok..
My sister.
She's super awesome I love her so much.. but I think she has anger issues.I also think she might be depressed or something.. I hope that one day she'll realize that being angry at the world isn't the way to go in life.
My mom.
I love my mom she understands me with everything.I'm really close to her..
That's all I gotta say about her <3
The End.
Yesterday sucked total ass .. Well last night did not the day.
My dad was super angry at like everything in life. He's been like that lately.So last night he got in my face and I just exploded and pushed him.. He was soo mad.. But honestly I didn't care I was defending myself.It's like when someone gets in my face this thing triggers in my head that imma get hurt so I naturally react.I'm sorry daddy .. Hope your okay. .
He's been like this because he might have Cancer.. & he's going thru a lot of medical issues.Hopefully he'll be ok..
My sister.
She's super awesome I love her so much.. but I think she has anger issues.I also think she might be depressed or something.. I hope that one day she'll realize that being angry at the world isn't the way to go in life.
My mom.
I love my mom she understands me with everything.I'm really close to her..
That's all I gotta say about her <3
The End.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
When we started being friends (:
Hello again ! :D
Well anyways back to my little story.. xp
We started talking about absolutely everything.. I went home all happy and jumpy and fidgety ahh it was INSANE!I never thought that I would be with someone like him. But you see when I see something I want , I go after it no matter what..even if it's shoes.. makeup.. or someone as special and beautiful as my boyfriend.I told his then at the time best friend about me liking him.. and he said I knew it.. and he told me to wait a year to be with him so he can get over the girl he liked that turned him down..But honestly I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK! I need him and wanted him so bad.. Soo I told him that I was gonna tell him and I did.. & he told me how cute I like you too.. & I was like fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck!He hates me.. he called me cute cuz i'm younger.. I guess I was wrong.Cuz I got him now bitches.. (:
Haah sorry about the language..
Comments pleaseee. (:
Well anyways back to my little story.. xp
We started talking about absolutely everything.. I went home all happy and jumpy and fidgety ahh it was INSANE!I never thought that I would be with someone like him. But you see when I see something I want , I go after it no matter what..even if it's shoes.. makeup.. or someone as special and beautiful as my boyfriend.I told his then at the time best friend about me liking him.. and he said I knew it.. and he told me to wait a year to be with him so he can get over the girl he liked that turned him down..But honestly I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK! I need him and wanted him so bad.. Soo I told him that I was gonna tell him and I did.. & he told me how cute I like you too.. & I was like fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck!He hates me.. he called me cute cuz i'm younger.. I guess I was wrong.Cuz I got him now bitches.. (:
Haah sorry about the language..
Comments pleaseee. (:
How we meet. (:
Hello there (:
I honestly don't know what to blog about so I'm going to tell you a little bit about me and my boyfriend's relationship.
We meet in a charter school that I used to go to..
We were all making board games and stuff and the teacher tells us take turns playing each others board games.. It was my teams turn to play my boyfriends team's board game.. so yeah we start playing and a question comes up about Slipknot.. The question was "How many band members are on Slipknot?" I obviously didn't know the answer.So I asked him and he told me nine. Then after that , after school we just started talking and talking.. I honestly fell in love right away.
To Be Continued (:
I honestly don't know what to blog about so I'm going to tell you a little bit about me and my boyfriend's relationship.
We meet in a charter school that I used to go to..
We were all making board games and stuff and the teacher tells us take turns playing each others board games.. It was my teams turn to play my boyfriends team's board game.. so yeah we start playing and a question comes up about Slipknot.. The question was "How many band members are on Slipknot?" I obviously didn't know the answer.So I asked him and he told me nine. Then after that , after school we just started talking and talking.. I honestly fell in love right away.
To Be Continued (:
Sunday, June 20, 2010
One Year Anniversary :D & Rape =/
Hello (:
So yesterday was mines and my boyfriends one year anniversary. He took me to go watch toy story 3 , We went to Red Lobster, & the mall. He also got me a rabbit! Yes a rabbit! :D I'm so happy to be with him .. he's amazing I have unconditional love for him. How he says I'm his bby (: .He also got me a pin that says I am loved.. Ahhh he's so romantic! (: (: (: .. He makes me happier than anyone else.. I know that sounds bad but it's true.
Next topic:
I told my cousin about my rape. My rapist is her brother. But she still believes me ! She said she loves me as a sister and she will do anything to help me .. I feel really loved at this point in life.But there's a bad side to this .. she was raped too when she was 13 & she never told anyone except for me. Not only is she lonely she is also being abused by her husband.. & I sware to GOD that I will do anything in my power to help her.. Because she's like my sister. I love you cousin! With all my heart ! <33
-Nicole
So yesterday was mines and my boyfriends one year anniversary. He took me to go watch toy story 3 , We went to Red Lobster, & the mall. He also got me a rabbit! Yes a rabbit! :D I'm so happy to be with him .. he's amazing I have unconditional love for him. How he says I'm his bby (: .He also got me a pin that says I am loved.. Ahhh he's so romantic! (: (: (: .. He makes me happier than anyone else.. I know that sounds bad but it's true.
Next topic:
I told my cousin about my rape. My rapist is her brother. But she still believes me ! She said she loves me as a sister and she will do anything to help me .. I feel really loved at this point in life.But there's a bad side to this .. she was raped too when she was 13 & she never told anyone except for me. Not only is she lonely she is also being abused by her husband.. & I sware to GOD that I will do anything in my power to help her.. Because she's like my sister. I love you cousin! With all my heart ! <33
-Nicole
Friday, June 18, 2010
Hello there(:
Well today is a happy day so far.. Tomorrow is my boyfriends & I one year (:
I'm so excited he's taking me like everywhere ! :D
I'm really happy to be with him.
His mom is getting surgery on the 25th but I have an appointment that day.Should I cancel it & support her? When I had surgery my boyfriend was there for me every single day.. I want to pay him back by seeing his mom.. What do you think?
-Nicole<3
Well today is a happy day so far.. Tomorrow is my boyfriends & I one year (:
I'm so excited he's taking me like everywhere ! :D
I'm really happy to be with him.
His mom is getting surgery on the 25th but I have an appointment that day.Should I cancel it & support her? When I had surgery my boyfriend was there for me every single day.. I want to pay him back by seeing his mom.. What do you think?
-Nicole<3
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Abuse
Hello people (:
I have a huge problem & I would love your help.
My cousin who lives in Mexico with her husband and her two kids gets abused by her husband nearly everyday. Physically & emotionally.It gets me really sad that she goes to me for help when I honestly dont' know what to do. I try to tell her that telling my mom is best. Because about 2 years ago she lived at my house for 2-3 months.My mom picked her up from were she lives and brought her here. She is always welcomed at my house. What can I do to convince her that letting my mom know is the best thing to do? She is suffering a lot. She doesn't really have a very supportive mother. I think my family can help her out. But she doesn't want me to say anything. I also don't want to lose her trust.. Because we trust each other with everything.She's suicidal, she says that her kids would be better if she was dead . & that's not true they love her a lot. I just wish I could help. Any ideas of what I can do?
Please & Thanks you
-NicoleT
I have a huge problem & I would love your help.
My cousin who lives in Mexico with her husband and her two kids gets abused by her husband nearly everyday. Physically & emotionally.It gets me really sad that she goes to me for help when I honestly dont' know what to do. I try to tell her that telling my mom is best. Because about 2 years ago she lived at my house for 2-3 months.My mom picked her up from were she lives and brought her here. She is always welcomed at my house. What can I do to convince her that letting my mom know is the best thing to do? She is suffering a lot. She doesn't really have a very supportive mother. I think my family can help her out. But she doesn't want me to say anything. I also don't want to lose her trust.. Because we trust each other with everything.She's suicidal, she says that her kids would be better if she was dead . & that's not true they love her a lot. I just wish I could help. Any ideas of what I can do?
Please & Thanks you
-NicoleT
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Rape :S
Hello there again people (:
I'm so bored right now.. I'm also very stressed.. A lot of stuff is going thru my brain.. like my rape,my surgery that's coming up. & you know normal life situations.I decided that I'm going to open up a lot in this blog.. so here I go (:
When I was 6 years old I was raped by my cousin.He lived here for a bit like 2 or 3 years.We were really close. He was 15 when he raped me. & when I say rape I mean full on intercourse. He's about 22 n0w.Everytime I see him I want to go up to him and literally stab the fudge out of him! I get so angry. The good thing is that I only see him in Mexico. & I dnt go to Mexico that much.It took me years to tell my family what had happened.. I believe because I took so long to tell them, I completely turned suicidal.. It was crazy for me to be like that. So if you've gone thru this tell an adult you trust immedietly..Seriously you might be scared that the person might hurt you but they won't .. My cousin looked me straight in the eye and told me that he'll kill me if I say a word.So take a chance & say everything you have to say. Get therapy. Maybe even start a blog like me to take out your feelings. Well if you need advice or if you want me to write about anything I'll do it.. jus e-mail me at theblogger94@hotmail.com .
I'm so bored right now.. I'm also very stressed.. A lot of stuff is going thru my brain.. like my rape,my surgery that's coming up. & you know normal life situations.I decided that I'm going to open up a lot in this blog.. so here I go (:
When I was 6 years old I was raped by my cousin.He lived here for a bit like 2 or 3 years.We were really close. He was 15 when he raped me. & when I say rape I mean full on intercourse. He's about 22 n0w.Everytime I see him I want to go up to him and literally stab the fudge out of him! I get so angry. The good thing is that I only see him in Mexico. & I dnt go to Mexico that much.It took me years to tell my family what had happened.. I believe because I took so long to tell them, I completely turned suicidal.. It was crazy for me to be like that. So if you've gone thru this tell an adult you trust immedietly..Seriously you might be scared that the person might hurt you but they won't .. My cousin looked me straight in the eye and told me that he'll kill me if I say a word.So take a chance & say everything you have to say. Get therapy. Maybe even start a blog like me to take out your feelings. Well if you need advice or if you want me to write about anything I'll do it.. jus e-mail me at theblogger94@hotmail.com .
My First Blog
Hello there people (:
This is my first blog so I'm just gonna talk about myself. My name is Nicole Thomas,You can e-mail me with any questions or if you just need advice at theblogger94@hotmail.com. Hopefully ya'll will like my blog. I decided to start a blog because my therapist recommended it to me. She said it might help with my anxiety and depression. Yes I suffer from anxiety and depression. I'm a 15 year old girl that has a lot of problems. And you will be able to know about them in my next blog.. Thanks people keep reading (:
-Nicole <3
This is my first blog so I'm just gonna talk about myself. My name is Nicole Thomas,You can e-mail me with any questions or if you just need advice at theblogger94@hotmail.com. Hopefully ya'll will like my blog. I decided to start a blog because my therapist recommended it to me. She said it might help with my anxiety and depression. Yes I suffer from anxiety and depression. I'm a 15 year old girl that has a lot of problems. And you will be able to know about them in my next blog.. Thanks people keep reading (:
-Nicole <3
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