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Friday, June 25, 2010

The Surgery

Hello (:
So today was a good day.I went to my boyfriends moms surgery.. & I'm glad to say they were no complications.. and everything went well.
My boyfriend & I bonded like never before.. It was amazing :D .. I felt really special with him as always. (: <333 I used to be scared to look into his eyes.. but when I do it now it's wonderfull!!!
I Love You  <333

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

My Best Friend :D

Hellooo (:
So I have this awesome best friend her name's Sabra. But I call her Honey Babe (: ..
She's very very beautiful.. If I was les I'd be with her xp She helps me with all of my problems. It's kinda scary that we have so much in common.But it's awesome at the same time cuz I finally found someone , I can relate to in almost everything in life.I meet her at school by a friend of mine. We just clicked right away. We started talking about everything.. She slept over at my house within like a month that we knew each other. She's just full of awesomeness. & I also love it that she's like always like hey man,hey love,hey babycakes,hey cupcake! As you can tell by now she has like three nicknames for me ..Makes me feel special. She's honestly my first actual friend that isn't fake at all. She makes me have this warm tingly feeling inside when I'm with her.. She's one of the very few special people in my life. I love you honey babe. You mean so much to me.I hope we can be friends for a very long time (: <33
I love you honeey !

My Stupid Family . =/

My dad.
Yesterday sucked total ass .. Well last night did not the day.
My dad was super angry at like everything in life. He's been like that lately.So last night he got in my face and I just exploded and pushed him.. He was soo mad.. But honestly I didn't care I was defending myself.It's like when someone gets in my face this thing triggers in my head that imma get hurt so I naturally react.I'm sorry daddy .. Hope your okay. .
He's been like this because he might have Cancer.. & he's going thru a lot of medical issues.Hopefully he'll be ok..
My sister.
She's super awesome I love her so much.. but I think she has anger issues.I also think she might be depressed or something.. I hope that one day she'll realize that being angry at the world isn't the way to go in life.
My mom.
I love my mom she understands me with everything.I'm really close to her..
That's all I gotta say about her <3
The End.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

When we started being friends (:

Hello again ! :D
Well anyways back to my little story.. xp
We started talking about absolutely everything.. I went home all happy and jumpy and fidgety ahh it was INSANE!I never thought that I would be with someone like him. But you see when I see something I want , I go after it no matter what..even if it's shoes.. makeup.. or someone as special and beautiful as my boyfriend.I told his then at the time best friend about me liking him.. and he said I knew it.. and he told me to wait a year to be with him so he can get over the girl he liked that turned him down..But honestly I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK! I need him and wanted him so bad.. Soo I told him that I was gonna tell him and I did.. & he told me how cute I like you too.. & I was like fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck!He hates me.. he called me cute cuz i'm younger.. I guess I was wrong.Cuz I got him now bitches.. (:
Haah sorry about the language..
Comments pleaseee. (:

How we meet. (:

Hello there (:
I honestly don't know what to blog about so I'm going to tell you a little bit about me and my boyfriend's relationship.
We meet in a charter school that I used to go to..
We were all making board games and stuff and the teacher tells us take turns playing each others board games.. It was my teams turn to play my boyfriends team's board game.. so yeah we start playing and a question comes up about Slipknot.. The question was "How many band members are on Slipknot?" I obviously didn't know the answer.So I asked him and he told me nine. Then after that , after school we just started talking and talking.. I honestly fell in love right away.
To Be Continued (:

Sunday, June 20, 2010

One Year Anniversary :D & Rape =/

Hello (:
So yesterday was mines and my boyfriends one year anniversary. He took me to go watch toy story 3 , We went to Red Lobster, & the mall. He also got me a rabbit! Yes a rabbit! :D I'm so happy to be with him .. he's amazing I have unconditional love for him. How he says I'm his bby (: .He also got me a pin that says I am loved.. Ahhh he's so romantic! (: (: (: .. He makes me happier than anyone else.. I know that sounds bad but it's true.
Next topic:
I told my cousin about my rape. My rapist is her brother. But she still believes me ! She said she loves me as a sister and she will do anything to help me .. I feel really loved at this point in life.But there's a bad side to this .. she was raped too when she was 13 & she never told anyone except for me. Not only is she lonely she is also being abused by her husband.. & I sware to GOD that I will do anything in my power to help her.. Because she's like my sister. I love you cousin! With all my heart ! <33
-Nicole